Pissed off

Angry, tired, feeling vengeful

So sick of the memories

Wish I could erase them

What is wrong with you

You had it all

And you did nothing

To keep it until….

It was too late

I do not often listen to music but I heard two songs in the past week that resonated with me,

First song…Eminem and Rhianna “I Love the Way You Lie”

I was a sucker for your lies.

Yes you saw me flailing and how much I needed you

but you chose to let me sink. My hand held up

“Help me please, you said I was your world.”

And the song by Kelly Clarkson sums up how I feel today

Kelly Clarkson.. Because of You

This song explains why I cannot feel anything anymore

Dead inside

Walking through this world just to live

BUT

I am not living.

I am only existing

thanks for ripping out my heart.

Did it taste good?